Interfaith Blasphemy Activist Spirituality

  • Tower of Omegle

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    Black Sheep The Tower of Babel story always confused me. Far from teaching me how wonderful God is, it just left me concluding that God sounds pretty shitty. I don’t know, maybe I missed something? This is how I remember the story: In Old Testament times, everyone spoke the same language, there was no separation […]

  • Friend or servant, servant or friend

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    Henry_ Being a friend and being a servant are the names I have for how I take part in the world. They overlap like patio windows. When the window is wide open, the two panes fully overlap and the view through them is clear. My friend or servant song comes from the discourses in John’s […]

  • Autistic Dialecticians

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    Nora Ziegler I’m exhausted. I’m so tired I can’t speak. I can’t look at people or even heat up leftovers in the microwave. When I’m this tired I have a rare opportunity to find out what I’m like when I’m not masking. What things can I do? What do I enjoy? Which mental processes still […]

  • Let’s Play!

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    Reham Bestawi Play is not a luxury. It’s essential for life, something we are entitled to carry throughout every moment of our waking lives.I am aware this is easier said than done, especially considering the deep grief I carry for the destruction of my homeland Sudan, and the violence inflicted on my people, and my […]

  • Bad Apple Ten

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    Hear from Reham Bastawi, Nora Ziegler, Henry_, Black Sheep, Susan Clarkson and others on: play and revolution, dialectics and exhaustion, friendship and housework, an Old Testament story and Omegle, and much more. Why not have a paper copy of Bad Apple delivered to your door? You can subscribe for as little as £1 per month […]

  • Write for us!

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    Call for Submissions – Bad Apple 10 – deadline 15 August 2025 Themes for Issue 10: Direct Action, Care and Youth We are looking for writing and artwork of various styles (up to 1000 words) such as poetry, essays, drawings, stories, collages, prayers, sermons … You don’t have to be an experienced writer or artist […]

  • Prayer and Hospitality 

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    By Nora Ziegler The dominant culture tells us that we must either be isolated or suppress our differences for the sake of connection. Offering and receiving hospitality can enable us to work across differences, recognising the risks of exploitation and abuse, as well as the opportunities for solidarity and transformation.  I live communally with 5 […]

  • Anti-racist Protest as Trauma Therapy 

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    By Rumana Hashem  This article draws on some thoughts and reflections on how we can use anti-racist activism and collective organising to overcome trauma caused by abuse and hate. How can we take action against racism-sexism and other kinds of violence, when we are so distressed and traumatised? What do we do when victim support […]

  • Emergency Backpack 

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    By Cat Odenkirk I recently went to a book club where we discussed Parable of the Sower by Octavia Butler. It charts a young Black woman’s growth and survival in a dystopian hellscape. Lauren grows up in a walled-in small tight-knit community, which manages to get by. Outside the walls, there is extreme violence and […]

  • Fantastical Football Killjoy 

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    By Henry On Sundays I cycle down onto Hackney Marshes with my husband. On a wide flat area of reclaimed land, between channels of the River Lee, white painted goal posts line up across acres of rough mown grass. There are over eighty football pitches! By the time we get there, a bit late, most […]

  • Melanated Nature 

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    by Libaharan Ravindran We grew up strong in nature, rooted to indigenous ways,  Using old ice cream tubs for placing curry in, being zero waste,  When I spot one of us in a green, rural space,  My back goes soft and my heart expands wide,  To engulf the resting of my nervous system quietly,  We […]

  • Bad Apple Issue 9

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    Spring 2025 We are happy to announce the spring 2025 issue of Bad Apple. Here is exciting, analogue layout from Nora Ziegler, curated by mostly hand and including original watercolour designs. Articles from Rumana Hashem, Nora Ziegler, Henry, Cat Odenkirk on topics such as protest as therapy, prayer, spirituality as a tool for survival . […]

  • Shabbat/Shabbos/ Good Friday/Iftar 

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    By Lianne, who is (in no particular order) a fundraiser, campaigner, educator, writer and Minister in Training at One Church Brighton.  Blessed are you, Lord our God, King of the universe, who has brought forth bread from the earth.  Blessed are you, Lord our God, King of the universe, creator of the fruit of the […]

  • A conversation on Joyland: Pakistani cinema tackles transgender love and desire

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    Between Ghazal and Reham Joyland is a ground-breaking Pakistani film that pushes the boundaries of Pakistani cinema. It tells the tale of an unhappily married Haider who falls for a transgender woman called Biba. The film was initially banned in Pakistan but was then approved for release after some edits.The central theme of the film […]

  • The Dictator Vs. The Bodyguard – Thoughts on Gender and Power Dynamics 

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    By Beth, a trans person keeping a low profile.  I recently attended a workshop about power and group dynamics facilitated by the lovely people at Bad Apple zine, during which I made a realisation that chilled me to my very core.  We discussed the role of faith when giving oneself to a project. Specifically, having […]

  • Don’t tell me I have the wrong body

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    by Henry What can be more anarchic than bodies. They come in all shapes and sizes. They adapt, grow, shrink. Listening to my body breathing I’ve been revelling in the idea I can tell my body what to do. And equally that my body can tell me what to do. I’ve been resisting the idea, […]

  • Interfaith Panel

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  • Write for us!

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    Call for Submissions – Bad Apple 9 – deadline 31 March 2025 We are looking for writing and artwork of various styles (up to 1000 words) such as poetry, essays, drawings, stories, collages, prayers, sermons … You don’t have to be an experienced writer or artist to submit your work. We are happy to collaborate […]

  • Issue 8

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    Dear friends,   Issue 8 has arrived! Unintentionally yet wonderfully, a theme seems to have emerged this time around gender identity. There is Beth’s piece, which speaks of the trauma of being transgender in a society that enforces a gender binary, and the power dynamics that one would face within themselves in the name of survival […]

  • Female belonging and spiritual leadership: The case for a women’s mosque 

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    By Ghazal Tipu It is common knowledge that a mosque is a man’s space that he has carved as his own spiritually and institutionally. There is often limited or no space for women to pray. It is no surprise that Muslim female campaigners have been calling for increased mosque space for women for some years. […]

  • Sama al Hamra

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    By Reham Bastawi A stream of consciousness about the conflict in North Sudan. Loss…  Loss comes in many forms. For example, losing touch with a friend. This friend at some point in your history meant the world to you and as you grow and develop as individuals you find yourselves taking different paths. Sometimes, this […]

  • Abolish ESOL

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    By Henry ‘There is no true word that is not at the same time a praxis. Thus to speak a true word is to transform the world.’ Paulo Freire, the Brazilian writer and teacher, author of The Pedagogy of the Oppressed. When I was training to become a teacher for adults, I was asked to […]

  • Issue 7

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  • For Gaza

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    Sharif Gemie Sea, sand, sun The noisy marketplace with Onions, olives and oranges The tight breeze-blocked street ends In a blue Mediterranean illusion Bricks, dust, heat The most crowded place on earth Three religions watch each other Their calm evaporates in the intensity A punch-up in a church, a stabbing in the dark A protocol […]

  • The Sin of Sodom

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    By Jacob Berkson Bio: Jacob is a bad Jew or at least wants to be such. He has a background in full dress analytic philosophy and is currently studying law. He wants to see a world without borders. The wells of Abraham and Isaac Isaac and Abraham both spend their days wandering a wilderness in […]

  • White Man on the Horse

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    By Floralis I’m wandering around my grandma’s garden And see her leave the house with a lit cigarette in hand, “Grandma, what are you doing? You don’t smoke.” “Well, today, we are leaving an offering. Today, we are presenting this to the White man on the horse.” I look around, but I don’t see anyone. […]

  • ‘Helping people at a Grassroots level’

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    Ghazal Tipu talks to Maya Evan, Deputy Leader of Hasting Borough Council and a peace and anti-racism activist. What has been your experience of serving as Deputy Leader of Hastings Council? It’s really, really difficult because the budgets that local authorities get are very much determined by central government, and in the last 13 years, […]

  • The one who haunts and is haunted…

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    By Nora Ziegler In moments between sleeping and waking I see things. Ghosts live in those spaces between reality and imagination, between the dead and the living. And sometimes in those spaces I violently shift perspective. I become the ghost. I become a man who hurt me, tasting his knowledge and indifference. I become the […]

  • Issue 5: Ghosts, Awareness, Conflict and Solidarity

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    We are excited to share Bad Apple Issue 5 including stories of haunting, an interview with a peace activist turned labour councillor, reflections from the anarchist bookfair in London, poetry and lots of Baaaad apples. Bad Apple Zine is free, independent, and completely DIY. If you’d like to contribute articles or art please get in […]

  • Bending The Canticle

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    By Henry Like many, I have scraps of verse, mostly psalms and poems, in the back of my mind, ready to be called on as needed. I quite often forget the order of the lines or change them around so much that when I see them in print they seem all wrong. One of these, […]

  • Issue 5 Submissions and Patreon

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    The submissions deadline for Bad Apple Issue 5 is MONDAY 6 NOVEMBER. If you would like to write/draw/create something for Bad Apple, please get in touch. We’re happy to offer support with writing, discuss ideas, give feedback etc. Contact: badapplemagazine@protonmail.com We’re also exploring the possibility of organising a collaborative writing workshop so if you’d be […]

  • Of Kurds and Quakers

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    By Benji Benji is a member of the Kurdistan Solidarity Network and an occasional attender at hislocal Quaker Meeting with a long-standing interest in both the Quakers and other home-grown radical movements. The Kurdish freedom movement often talks about the ‘two rivers’ of history: the river of Capitalist Modernity and the river of Democratic Modernity. […]

  • We are definitely squatting.

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    Henry and M, an interview What is squatting? Squatting is when you occupy empty or unused commercial buildings. In England, legally, it has to be a commercial property. The place that I’m living in now used to be a centre that provided support for people who had come out of the social care system. The […]

  • White Christians, Antitheism and Cultural Appropriation

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    By Nora Ziegler Atheism is a part of religious life. People of faith do not believe the same things equally or consistently and some don’t believe at all. Antitheism separates religious faith from atheism and from radical politics. It is tempting to respond to antitheists by invoking the many religious revolutionaries around the world, whose […]

  • A non-binary experience of the Buddhadharma

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    By Joyoti Grech Cato I remember standing on the rajbari island, my feet re-rooting my body in the red earth of Where I Come From. My ancestors – warriors, weavers, women, men and all genders- surround me, my cousin and my friend by my side, the wide river below us and Bhante island[i] across it […]

  • Interfaith Work in Rojava

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    By Jo and Nora In October 2022, Jo travelled to Rojava, as part of the Water for Rojava committee, visiting co-operatives and representatives of the women’s movement and other economic, water and education structures in the region. Water for Rojava is a campaign initiated by the Solidarity Economy Association that has so far raised over […]

  • Islam and Anarchism: An Interview with Mohamed Abdou

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    By Nora Ziegler Bad Apple is still a small zine, but it has already brought us into conversation with inspiring dedicated individuals around the world who are reaching out and building solidarity across differences. This work is crucial at a time when many politicians, activists and writers exploit divisions to gain or maintain their individual […]

  • Fundraiser

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    Bad Apple Magazine is a project of passion and we’d like to invest a bit of time and effort to get the word out! We’re asking for help to cover the costs of printing the zine so we can take it to radical book shops, bookfairs and social centres. Here’s a link to our fundraiser. […]

  • Issue 3: Islam and Anarchism

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    We’re excited to share the third issue of Bad Apple Magazine which is now available to download here! This issue features an interview with Mohamed Abdou, the author of ‘Islam and Anarchism’ (2022 Pluto Press), talking about ethics of hospitality, learnings from Tahrir Square, post-structuralism, and the role of personal faith in social justice organising. […]

  • Call for Submissions

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    Bad Apple Magazine is looking for articles, poems and art for our Winter issue! Deadline is 30th November 2022

  • Selma James “Our Time is Now: Sex, Race, Class, and Caring for People and Planet”

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    Book Review by Nora Ziegler Selma James is a founder of the Wages for Housework (WFH) campaign which later became known as Global Women’s Strike (GWS). James’ new book “Our Time Is Now: Sex, Race, Class, and Caring for People and Planet” includes articles, press releases and essays from 50 years of grassroots organising against […]

  • To all the gods I loved before

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    Towards a theory of anarchotheism An I used to talk to plants. I have a distinct memory of when I was about seven, holding the leaves of a flowering bush at school, talking to them. I would imagine that the plants would have emotions or even sentience, would hurt when they were plucked or harmed. […]

  • Obedience & disobedience

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    The casual manner in which an array of anarchist slogans, banners, book titles, t-shirts, zines, and badges mock and deride my religious faith masks the fragility of secular anarchist ideology. I used to help run stalls and sometimes workshops with the London Catholic Worker at the London Anarchist Bookfair.

  • Rest is resistance

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    “Take a break,” Moses said to the Israelites. “I’ve spoken to God, and we’re both very keen on this: you need to take Saturdays off.” “Yes, we know, we’ve heard this before,” said the Israelites. “You told us when we were around that mountain. You told us when we were building the Tabernacle. You said these exact same words only a few weeks ago. You don’t need to keep going on about it.”

  • Called to be faithful and rebellious

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    On the outskirts of Des Moines, the Midwestern U.S. capital of Iowa, where partially dilapidated houses replace anonymous high-rises, sits a nondescript two-story house with a porch and overgrown yard. This is the place where it all began.

  • Review: We are lady parts

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    We Are Lady Parts tickled me, inspired me and I wanted more. Channel 4’s subversive six-part drama on Muslim female punk band Lady parts was finally telling a story of Muslim women as normal people who swore, who desired, who were flawed. There was a strange sense of been seen and known, watching a comedy about brown Muslim women – a mirror of myself on screen.

  • Exvangelical nihilism

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    When I say that I’m a nihilist it never seems to really be taken seriously. To some people it seems so obvious a position that its barely worth mentioning. Other people likely dismiss me as not really being serious. I think part of the reason for this is that, outwardly, I probably don’t show much evidence of being a nihilist. I don’t have a “f*** everything!” attitude.